Tuesday, 24 January 2023

Night Cape

In the womb of night
We whisper soft lies
To our beloved ones
To make them believe
In this make believe world
Of stars sequined on Earth
And moon's conquest of the sky
A Cinderella tale of fairies and wands
As fickle as the seasons 
As free-willed as dunes of sand
Breezes that blow of wants and angst
Shall whip away in no time
The princess of no-land
Then whom shall we whisper
Those unabashed lies
Of stars spreadeagled on Earth
And skyless moon maligned

Saturday, 21 January 2023

The Visitors


I watch all day long
Crows and squirrels
Prancing up and down
The Champa* tree
I wish I could grow lighter feet
To cuddle the clouds
Touch the top of the trees
Flap wings across the sky
The visitors to my garden
Teach me to aspire
Beyond the limits of
My earthy skills and
Narrow domain of
Mundane worries
And cheap, unexciting thrills




Champa :Magnolia Champaka or Champak Tree




Friday, 13 January 2023

Healing Centre

 I haul my bags in and am greeted with a "you are late."

I pause

scraping of wheelers

hurts the silence


No way I can go back. She extends her hands and smilingly burrows me with a warm hug.


oh!

this weight of 

frozen steps


"You will get used to it." There's a twinkle in her eyes. How does she know what I am going through?


quagmire

deep down we are

all the same





Shared with Storytellers United



Monday, 29 August 2022

Violence

 

I have not violated

The rules of this world

I have not given in to vices

I have not been infidel to morals

I have not belonged to the black hole of misdeeds

I am one of those ordinary earthlings

Who live in a rut of

Breathing in and out

With such boring regularity

That it almost sucks

But I have often thought of 

Bloodying my hands

Kick out the guts of bullies

Knock out the brains of sinners

Punch hard the noses of the law breakers

Give a black eye who does not see reason

Drill logic with a hammer into the clog holes of  conceited ones

Suck out the breath out of those death eaters who soil the beauty

Of this lonely planet

I have fought with myself 

Reasoned

Not to give in to these thoughts

Yet....

I have a demeanor of  child like submission

When I look at myself in the mirror

Is it me?

Or someone else?

I wonder...

Saturday, 13 August 2022

Waking Up

Often
I ask God
why He denied
me a moment 
of silence 
staring at the sky
with clouds floating by
a bird streaking past
the leaves dancing to
a spell of His magic wand
was I that impure?
were my vices so deep?
disallowing censure?
that He left me just
with a pinhole of a window
where even a dream 
can't breath in the
breeze of His own choice?

more often than not
with a patient smile
He tells his child
I am the Santa, y' know
you chose to deny
the pillow underneath which
I could have slithered in
the key to your fistful of sky
your yarn of cotton clouds
that soaring delight
of a bird's flight
the dance of leaves
to the song of silence
as you were too busy 
my child engrossed
in your din of thoughts so wild
and missed that moment
when dreams come true
in rainbow hues
so close to your pinhole yews


Tuesday, 19 July 2022

Dreams

 

Nowadays I wake up

Without remembering my dreams

I let them pass

They were just dreams ...you know

But still I crave those moments

Of fancy

Of madness

Of joy

Of revelry

If only I could recall a wee bit

If only I could sleep

All night



आजकल सुबह जगती हूँ तो 

सपनें याद नहीं आते 

मैं भी जाने देती हूँ 

सपनें ही तो थे बस    पता है न 

पर फिर भी न जाने क्यों 

उन लम्हों को तरस जाती हूँ 

वो कल्पनाएं 

वो पागलपन 

वो ख़ुशी 

वो बेबाकपन 

काश मुझे याद रहते इतना सा भी 

काश मैं सो सकती रात भर 





https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYdZNyA8Zwg


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Tuesday, 10 May 2022

एहसास







खरोंच हल्की 
या ज़खम  गहरा
चोट तो है  न ?

ख़ामोशी से या
मुस्का के सहलाओ
दर्द तो है न ?

जीये नहीं  ..अभी कहाँ
साँसों  में वो  
तड़पन तो है न ?

धुआं है .. लकीरें सारी 
अंगारों में 
ठिठुरन  तो हैं न  ?

ख्वाबों को रौंद चला 
पलकों तले 
चुभन तो है न ?

वक़्त अभी - थोड़ी बाकी 
धड़कनों में 
सुलगन तो है न ?



खरोंच हल्की 
या ज़खम  गहरा
चोट तो है  न ?

ख़ामोशी से या
मुस्का के सहलाओ
दर्द तो है न ?