Friday, 16 January 2026

You And I - A Story Made Up Of Stories

They are never too close to be intimate nor too far  to be distant - the moon dotes on the earth just like that; the waves kiss the shore
then recede back; the wind caresses the blooms but does not hold the fragrances far too long; you and I make a good pair a little restrained a little aloof, a little carefree a little too obviously callous in each other's company. 

We have not set these boundaries but they have just erupted on their own from our cautiousness of what will people say , how will we face ourselves on our own.

So we pretend to know each other casually if  it demands so and sometimes we let caution to the wind and be brazen no less no more. 

This game we play with our own souls , our lives, our stories and call it a functional collaboration, a ploy agreed upon mutually. 

A plot of blatant lies, camouflaging half truths, emotional gaslighting deliberately construed to bestow a superfluous dignity to a venture which should have been bold enough to stand on its own two feet but instead totters on a deadly combination of vulgar disdain and demure submission.



Friday, 9 January 2026

The Fly In The Coffee

The fly in the coffee disappointed me. I had thought I could slow-sip through life but the wicked fly denounced my dream.

A second(ary) cup was mandatory, almost essential. There has to be a Plan B, you know...when Plan A goes awry.

But a second cup is a second cup. It did not perk me up the way the first cup did.

Nevertheless I did not leave it to chance. But gulped down the rest without a qualm lest the monstrous fly again dissolved my plan
of living a life of sedentary pace and hard-earned contentment. 


Friday, 12 December 2025

Wizardry Of Silence

Poetry does not come with words
It has its genesis somewhere inbetween
the lines...the feelings...the silence...yes the silence perhaps...feeling the silence...echoing the silence... understanding the silence....empathizing with the silence...embracing the silence...speaking to the silence...singing with the silence...then giving it a shape...a form...a visual...perhaps even beauty, grace, dignity, charm...a bewitching, tangible , unmistakable, pulsating charm...that is how a nebulous thought springs up and becomes lyrics ...the melody you call mesmeric...do you know it is born out of nothingness...just nothingness...pure nothingness and a solitude which is exclusive and all encompassing...poetry is
born out of that which is nothing and one day dives back into that which is naught


Tuesday, 9 December 2025

Inside

I was talking of my inner battles
The festering scars
The screams within
The frantic search
The abject failure
The witch dance of hopelessness 

And then the cracks...
The leaks
The nervous attempts to disguise 
I fail again

They laugh
Make fun
I recede within deeper
And then again 
The screams
The search
The hopelessness 

The frenzy of witch dance
The cacophony of laughter 
They all sing and revel

And I...?

I slide deeper within


Monday, 1 December 2025

The Ritual

I play with my inner battles
They are mine alone

Like the rice I like to have  
Softened and destarched
With the runny lentil soup
And a dry curry crisp 
A dollop of curd 
To finish with 
Topped with sugar or jaggery 
As the season may be

A happy stomach helps win 
Just for the time being 
Until
Arrives another war 
Dramatic but spartan

Rotis fluffy and steaming hot
Vegetables slippery in gravy 
Spicy, tangy but not too chillicious 

Remember wars are won 
With warmth and not arms
The victory of course with dessert
Till another chess board is set
With another ritual served





Sunday, 23 November 2025

That First Cuppa

That first morning cup of tea
Lifts me up from lethargy 
Perks me up as always 
To face another day 
A dash of lemon grass 
Or a few leaves of basil 
Or maybe strands of ginger
Added to tea leaves to rustle 
In boiling water for a minute
A spoonful of dairy whitener
To go with plant based sweetener
Let's the taste for long linger
The beautiful aroma of herbs
Awakens all my senses at once 
I cannot for a day go without
It anyway or I shall stay 
Put in the bed the whole day


Saturday, 15 November 2025

Love Hate




hating
this season of
pollens and dust 
I sneeze 
deep unto
November 

even if
I love the most
autumn
...the call of
winter
chilling

time it is
to wipe out
the cobwebs 
although... 
the rainbow 
through ....and... through 

shines within
the web 
an abstract art 
does the spider know
how to weave a prism ?


the empty bench
waiting 
the colour red
inviting
but ... no
my ten thousand steps





living 
and loving
but hating as well
this stretch of
silence....quite
uneven